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Oops. Totally didn’t mean to make my hiatus that long... oh my. Well... I’m doing well!! I’m getting married in 26 days ohhhh my gaawwwd. To my old friends. Please follow me On social media’s if you wish to keep in contact so I dont go two years again! Lol

I just went through and read all my old journals. Focusing particularly on the parts of my Reno chapter. Absolutely fascinating and depressing but yet uplifting since I know the ending.  Years later, as I currently lay in bed, in Las Vegas, I am very happy with my life. For the things on the surface, I have my dream career, family is healthy and happy, fantastic relationship, roof over my head, and the best of friends a girl could have. But, it's not all on the surface; the shit that social media sees in the "bout me" section. My heart, my mind, my body, is happy. I'm at peace with myself and sleep well at night. I don't feel under the shadow